Leftover...

NObody wana eat!
I was so kind to bring back food from the barbeque we had in school arr.
And noone want to eat.
Well my daddy ate one sausage.
hehe.
My mum ask me why i didn't bring home more since got so much leftovers.
And guess what?
She didn't even wana eat.
Hmmph!
So now i am just eating by my miserable self,
gopping down FIVE sausages and one chicken....wing.
If i know don't bring home so many arrr...
Then i don't have to finish it.
Oh well....
i finally finish them...
My stomach feels a little weird.
Maybe i should sleep soon...

Tagged by Elaine and Andrea

Before i carry on...i just wanted the world to know that i did this twice. Hint hint. Have pity on me. haha
The Self

[01] Name:
Maryann

[02] Nickname:
Mary..?

[03] Marital status:
Single

[04] Zodiac Sign:
Leo

[05] Gender:
Female

[06] Age:
16

[07] High School:
St. Teresa

[08] University:
No idea.

[09] Height:
Short. I am at least 5 feet.

[10] Weight:
No idea too.

[11] Do you like yourself:
I love myself to bits...=P

[12] Piercings:
On my ears..

[13] Right or left:
I'm a right-handed person if that's what you mean..?

[14] Are you a freak:
haha! i'm a freak-o...jkjk

[15] Hair:
Black

[17] Allergic:
You!=D

[18] What are you doing now:
Answering this, duh~ watching movie too

[19] What will you do 1 hour later:
Think of how sad it is that i don't get to dinner with my freinds cos my mum just suddenly didn't let me. Talk about mood swings...or mind swings?..

[20] What will you do 10 years later:
Something i like doing.? =)

THE FAMILY

[21] Live with mother/father/parents:
Parents..meaning mum AND dad.

[22] Siblings(including you):
3- My bros n i

[23] Eldest:
Ian

[24] Youngest:
Me!

[25] Love/hate your family:
Love of course!=)

THE LOVE

[26] You found your another half?
well..wanted to put yes. Cos i'm a whole person. But yeah...haha. Lame rite? But don't you think it's kinda true? It's not like your a half...?

[27] If yes, who is he/she:
??

[28] If no, who you want he/she to be:
The one God prepared for me thou I do hope it's him.. Wish i could be brought to the future! lol! Then everything will be clear.[qoute elaine] Mine's simple. Me!

[29] Time(s) you in relationship:
hmmm.....

[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000):
Nope. Super kuai wan.

[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000):
Ppl don't woo me. Haha.

[32] Did anything wrong to your other half:
Irrelevent man.. It's like asking yourself whther you have done anything wrong....to yourself?

[33] What was/were the wrong(s) you had done:
...speechless

[34] Ever argued with your other half:
Aha...yea sure. Imagine arguing with myself. Go 7th mile lo by then.

[35] You have been with your other half since:
The day i was made?..haha. Sounds wrong somehow

[36] Are you straight/Lesbo:
Of course I'm straight. Or maybe a little bengkok.

[37] Reasons you love your other half:
Because of many reasons and i don't know where to start from.

[38] You and your other half are in which stage:
We are one!

[39] Who woo-ed? Him/ her or you?
?

[40] Ever think of marrying him/her:
NO....!


THE FRIENDS

[41] Your first best friend:
No idea.

[42] Your first enemy:
None.

[43] The friend you love the most:
I love them all!

[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only):
None.

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend:
hmm... *thinks long long..* I think they are all really beautiful.. =)

[46] Your most handsome guy friend:
Noone.. =P

[47] The kind of girl/woman you hate the most:
The ones who backstab their friends? And act like it's normal? No idea. Just as long as you don't treat me wrong...haha

[48] The kind of boy/man you hate the most:
The kind that cheats on a girl..

[49] Have you ever fallen in love with your close friend before:
Nope...

[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover:
Huh?

[51] If your friend backstabs you:
Wow..Don't even wanna imagine what i'll do.

[52] If your friend betrays you:
Isin't it about the same as the last question?

[53] If your friend woos your lover:
WOw. Hmmm.. what to do ho? If he doesn't fall for her, then haha for her. If he does, i'll show him what he's missing...haha.

[54] If your friend falls in love with you:
Hmmm...? unimaginable.

[55] If you fall in love with your best friend:
Puh-lease. I'm far from being a lesbo

THE STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student:
So totally super kuai wan.

[57] Have you always done your homeworks/assignments:
haha!I always try my best to. =P

[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most:
They all equal. No comment...haha

[59] Always late to school/college:
Total embarrassment if i go school late. I like demerit myself...

[60] Your class:
Irreplacable!

[61] You love your seniors:
Yeah..?

[62] Senior whom you love the most:
None la..all the same

[63] Your classmates good/bad:
Hmm.. good kua. Like me.I'm a good influence ma.=)

[64] Excellent results classmate:
Nabila and Marilyn

[65] Laziest classmate:
Definately not me...haha. SO hardworking wan arr me

THE PEOPLE

[66] Smart people:
Everyone's smart. Just what you make of your smartness is what makes you different. Haha...

[67] Stupid people:
...

[68] Good looking people:
Lots!

[69] Ugly people:
...

[70] Funny people:
Ppl...

[71] Cute people:
Babies...

[72] Bad people:
...

[73] Honest people:
Lots..

[74] Acting people:
Don't no have no idea what i'm suppose to answer.

[75] You are what kind of people:
Me.?Kuai.

[76] Lip or eyes:
Lip Yi? Lip Ice(as in lip eyes?)...kkk nvm. i don't get it too

[77] Hugs or kisses:
You wana give me ha?

[78] Shorter or taller:
I wana be taller la...dunno what question mean...

[79] Hesitant or spontaneous:
No understand again...

[80] Nice stomach or nice arms:
Well...i have neither if that's what your asking..

[81] Listener or talker:
Both.We have mouth and ears for a reason you know..

[82] Romantic or rich:
Anything.

[83] Good wife or Good mother:
I'm neither.

THE FUTURE

[84] Age to get married:
Whenever..

85] Numbers of kid(s):
3?...Or maybe 2. Can fit in taxi. Nyehehehe. So lame man...

[86] Career:
You wouldn't believe me if i told you.

[87] Salary:
Depends on my job le...

[88] Retirement age:
When i become lazy to work...

[89] Value of properties:
Huh?..

[90] Wishes:
Grow taller.

THE TAGS
Everyone who hasn't done this and feel like doing it....

Wow. Can't believe i actually finish!

This day...

I am in a bad mood.
People just seem to be getting on my nerves.
I think i need to do something to release anger.
Haha. Reminds me of the Fiona incident in Form 2.

http://maryannchang.blog.friendster.com/2005/09/fionakill-fiona/

Oh wells.
I can't seem to think of anything to write about nowadays.
Either that or i'm toooooo lazy.
Buahaha.

wOwiE

While looking through my previous post, i realise...

There are only THREE guys in all the pictures.

1. Mr. David in 2 pics( i hope he is proud of that...?) haha
2. Mr. Teo
3. Kelly's brother...

Wow or not? Girl's school....? Is that why...?haha

Friends.... =P

Well, since EVERYONE has wrote something about the last day of school, i begged to differ.
To wrap it up, the last day of school 2008 was DEFINITELY A BLAST! wHy?!!

Because of the invaluable friends ( and teachers..=P) there to share those moments with us.

So here's to all my friends!
Love ya lots!...? haha. so un-me.

My school friends....

Class of 4Sc1 08! XD

Of course i also love my other school friends la......

Choral Speaking team 08! One of the biggie things that made Form 4 life so memorable..


Choral Speaking team in Sibu. WE ROCKED SIBU OFF ITS FEET!!!=O

Being a prefect definitely has its bittersweet moments..

And then of course there is Interact...and its suddenly a lot of activities....


Interact Ingoing and Outgoing committee....

And of course...


Never forgetting RC. It has been the busiest year yet!

And not forgetting ISCF...hehe

And there are also other unforgettable moments, like.......

Debate! Our very own school team taking picture in ummm...somewhere..?

Our rocket team in Mr. David's puny Kenari (well...i mean it colud hardly fit us la...not that small)

Merdeka Day celebration. Well, how should i put it? Guess it was a particularly interesting day...

Mount Santubong climb. Us three at the peak! * I think someone is missing, i.e. Kim!*


If some of you are guessing what this is.....
It's a DNA model made of recycled stuff.......hehe


My very 1st karoake experience! XD


Chemistry PEKA..hehe

And of course there's also Prefects' Night...

Prefect Councils...

There are also a couple of on-going camps..in chronological order....



National CF Conference at Cameron Highlands...March 08

Next...one month later

April 08

US! can find a similar pic in the Looking Glass thanks to Ah Lip!


Church camp...me being buried. Well, i had no other pic. The rest are not very nice...

Then, we have

Leadership Camp 08 (Red Crescent)..i have no pic. This one even more miserable. haha.

We also had a couple of birthday celebrations round the year, especially during the beginning of the year...

At Jaz's party

Marie's party...

And also Marilyn wan birthday outing which i cannot get pictures of. Oh wellis. haha

Also,

my first CNY visiting with school friends..



Yet Soong's house...

I am tired. So i will stop now.
Of course, they are other parts to this post....like my church friends and undoubtedly my family.
That will have to wait.
Wana get back to watching my anime...
hehe.

Final words,
I, like you guys out there, will cherish all the memories we shared together forever.
Thanks for a great year!
Without you, it wouldn't have been have the fun...or even fun at all!
Looking forward for another year...( Form 5 isin't really the time to do that, is it? )haha

P/s REMEMBER THE MEMORIES WE MADE TOGETHER,
BUT DON'T BE AFRAID TO MAKE MORE!

recognise this Franzie?

cHEERS!=p

Hmmm...

1st thing... Barack Obama won election! =P. Not that i actually really care. I just foind out that some of my friends actually do care. Felicia uses his name as her tribal chant now. Haha. I only know about him cos of BM tuition. I'm sure Bhaluddin super the very happy cos he won.

2nd thing...I'm SO happy that i actually got no.12! =P hehe. Thank God!

3rd thing...i remembered i have a list of things to jot down. Now i can't think of anything. Hmmm..
Try again..........

3rd thing...I;m not going any where this holidays. Sad. I think i wana borrow my aunts mahjong now. haha.

4th thing... gossip girl is SO NICE! =P

5th thing... i lazy wana write liao. No mood. haha. Maybe i just put up some pictures la. Super the angry right now so i don't wana write anything.



WOW!!! HOT! Hot! Sizzling..........haha. Went through my old pics and saw this. Damn hot wan........ WOOHOOO. I so long don't watch Bleach la....



Haha. Hitsugaya so hot right? Compared to Kon? haha. I still cna't imagine why Maxine actually like Kon. WORST possible character to like. Maxine and her sometimes weird taste. Pity Pity!

Did i say i was angry right now? Its an understatement. I am super duper the angry x10000 gamillion angry, mad, furious right now. Just wana go some where to calm down. My chosen destination is well....

SABAH!!!!! I wana go climb mountain, dive in the deep blue sea and enjoy the breeze. A paradise for me! Haha. Anyone wana take me? Though i might not be fit enough to climb mountain to the top now la. hehe. O. Got seafood to eat too. That need to bring the Kuching tam chiak Council or KTC, especially Elaine who loves seafood. hehe.

PLan to go there la with friends. I think come back sure pok kai wan. haha. Everyday eat sea food only. Go water-skiing and play water sports la. Then go climb mountain la. Go scuba-diving and see fish la. Dreaming a bot too far. haha. Crap la. Gona miss my friends when we go off.

One big happy family........or not? haha.

That's all la. Lazy liao.

Cheers. =P

Marilyn Voon Kai Wen! xD

Marilyn at her 15th birthday...

Me and Marilyn during rocket practice. Hehe...

HaPpY BirThdAY!!!!!

All the best and have another year full of life! Enjoy!

P/s Do you really need to start a study plan when you got no. 2? haha

Cheers! =P

61 more days......

61 more days to new year.

WOW! =P

Meaning... form 5 year is so near. I knew it was near but....61 more days?

Looking at my last post... Picturing the time when everyone was happily taking pictures for our PMR results reminds me of the many things that happened throughout this year. This things i did.
Especially, though, the things i did not do. And have come to regret.

Realising too that we will never be able to stop regretting things in life. But, the best way is to know that in everything we do, there is a choice and we have made that choice. So we should live it to the best we can.

Letting go of the past, grasping the future and enjoying the present. That's why it's called a gift. The present.

Reminiscing the past. A past time many indulge in. Even myself. Some how it can bring people closer. It can re-shape ties. Old bonds are reformed.
But we must remember to keep it within its limits. The past is the past for a reason. It is held in our memory. With its own time frame and condition.
We learn from our past, we laugh about it and we are brought back to those times...whatever good or bad time.

But most importantly, we have to learn to move on from our past.
Sad memories, good times, both of which make us who we are today. the past is equally important in shaping ourselves because every action taken before has an impact on us now.
However, besides that. We must also learn to let go. Let go of the past things that are still haunting us. Keeping us in a cage. Holding us back from the present and the future.
Because holding on is not going to help to explore your limits. To give your best. Your 110%.
So, know the difference between pondering on how much you've grown from the past and building your present and future on you past.

The future.
I did think so something to write just now. Don't really remember anymore. After a little 'help', i decided not to write anything bout it la. Maybe a another time if i remember. haha.

The present is what you should take most importance in,....maybe? haha. don't really know. But wihout a present, there is no past to explore and future to look ahead to right?

To end, a quote i remember...

The devil looks at your past, people look at your present, but GOD looks at your FUTURE.

Cheers. =P

I'm so happy!

This is the first year since...Form 2 that i get to go for our prize-giving day. Well, fine. I only didn't go last year. I really didn't think i would actually have the chance to go this year either ma. Well, turns out i can go cause of my PMR results.


The picture that i wasn't in. Haha. o wells. anyways... can't blog anymore for now cause the blogger is a bit haywire. Will come back another time. Haha

Cheers...

ISCF dinner

I had a great night tonight!
We had our ISCF dinner.
It was a steamboat thing.
No pics to show.
Phone spoilt since forever. Haha.
Had a great time though.

As people call it...
Bonding time.
It was great to be able to laugh so much again.
Haven't been doing that in a long, long, long time, eh?
Haha.

That's why we went for steamboat.
Teacher said got more time to talk.
At first didn't really la.
Everyone was busy cooking and eating.
Concentrating on food.

Once that was done...
Well half-way through
Everyone got hyper
Especially Claire Chang...
My changi friend..

Haha.
So all had a great time laughing.

Will remember this night.
Great memories.
Especially with the Form 5's
Thanks all for making the dinner possible.

Haha.

Cheers! =P

After exam phase...

I have SOO MANY things i wana say right now. So many things i wana write that i don't know where to start. ( Wow.. just realise that blogging is thonly time i write essays besides during exams.)

Here's a list of things i thought of blogging about...(can't belive i came up with this...of all things. Haiz)

1. List of movies, tv series and animes that i'ver watch. Why does that suddenly sound so lame?
2. Plans for the end of the year! =P hehe.
3. Things i need/have to do.
4. Personal reflection on resolution.. not that i actually wanted it. I just made it for fun.
5. Some tag thingie. Haha. Lambat ma.

With this i wana wish myself luck and happy blogging! Cheers! =P
A bit sleepy. Quite sleepy. Sleepy. Very Sleepy. Too sleepy.
Blame it on exams.!! haha

Cheers.=P

20.10.2008

This is a Monday to remember.

Maryann took two panadols today. This is how it happened.

Maryann got her period today. Sobs. Well.. not that bad la. Just that she had period pain along with it. She thought it was fine at first. But no...Got much worse in school and she didn't bring panadol. So, she brought Felicia to Sickroom to take panadol.

And they decided to stay there. Hehe.

She wouldn't want to tell how long they spent in there.

Took the school's all new panadol menstrual.

Mourned and whined for another half hour.

Couldn't stand the pain anymore, Maryann courageously took another panadol.

This time not trusting the ineffective panadol menstrual, Maryann took the normal panadol.

To her great relive, it did not hurt as much as before.

Felicia asked her whether it was a coincidence?

What do you think?

Maybe it was just the panadol taking effect.

And to conclude..

As of today, Maryann Chang Le Yen will not trust panadol menstrual anymore.

"Isn't it strange and a little funny how the normal panadol worked better than the panadol specially for period pains.." thought Maryann and Elaine agreed with her.

ANywaySs...

Maryann's bra-ther SEAN CHANG FANG is coming home in two months time on the 19 December. His birthday is a day after his return, on the 20 Dec.

Which.

Is.

Exactly.

Two.

Months.

From.

Today.

Maryann is getting more and more excited as she informs more and more people.

This is Maryann's second post about his coming home. It is the SEAN CF Homecoming. Wonder whether he would in simmilarities between him and Si Tenggang.

Maryann is also very excited as exam is coming to a close very soon. What makes it better, the only papers left for her to sit consist mainly of objective papers.

=P

And that was Maryann's little adventure on her 7th day of exam.

Cheers. =P

Weddings..? 5 things i learnt

What God has united let men not divide.

Well, i attended a wedding on Saturday morning. I wasn't related to the anyone but it was my church unc;e's son's wedding. haha. I went because i haven't been to a wedding, especially one held in church for a long time.

I felt very excited when i got there. Haha. Not sure why. But it certainly was a very auspicious day where everyone puts on their best smile..NOT because they have to but because there is no reason not to.

It. Is. A. Wedding.

I was thinking why i was so excited for someone's wedding more than my cousin's when he had his. ( Not that i wasn't excited. ) Then it all occurred to me. Maybe it was because this wedding was held at a church. Some how, it seems a hundred times more meaningful than any other forms of wedding..BTW, my cousin had his in KL. And my mum said we didn't have to go. Fine la.. now i regret..a little.

HAHA. Next thing on the agenda,

Today, during youth in church, we had an interesting session. We talked about the "Ideal Mate". I know. Quite off-key, lame and all right. But i have got to agree that it was really enlightening. I mean, shouldn't you know some things you want to have in the 'opposite gender'. so called. Not just in your partner la, but in normal friends. Or good friends, friends you would wana hang out with. Got me thinking there. " This is the first time i actually thought about it. If it wasn't for this session, would i have even thought about it?" The answer : Most probably not. I'm sure most people are like that. They actually just go through life like that. I do too. Having friends but sometimes not bothering to know the kind of influence they might have on you. Here, i'm not saying u have to choose your friends. I think you should be friends and a be a good friend to everyone. But, here's my catch. Don't get to close to people whom you think don't bring good influence upon your life...with good reasons of course. =P
Which brings me to the topic of freinds.

Last night, i had to confess to a freind to a friend about some bad things lo. I HOPE SHE WILL FEEL BETTER SOON. =D

Well, as i was saying. The thing kinda involve some lies here and there. This that, this that. Can't exactly explain too much for now. But, i certainly can explain this.


1. Be a good friend. I must say, sometimes its really hard for us ( trust me i have recently found out ). Well, by telling my friend the stuff like i did, i might have become an untrustworthy person to some. But, i think it was worth it. A lot. It lifted her spirits. At least i hope it did. =P

What i am trying to say is know where you stand between friends. That does not mean take sides. But, be a friend you think you would want. You know, "do unto others what you want others to do unto you". Dont be a SUPERFICIAL friend.
2. Also, lend a ear. To anyone. And make sure they know it. Especially your friends. I just found out that i can be very ignorant to others. but, try it. I found that a small does go a LONG WAY. =P A friend in need is a friend indeed, right?

3. Try to be yourself. Be true to yourself. Well, not that you aren't. In a way it means not being shy in expressing your views. Or. Just simply knowing them. And others say something you don't entirely agree upon, don't just agree. Or disagree, Think a bout. Make the best effort to compromise without losing stand in what you belief in.
I have realise something.

I have come to a point where i talk crap.

Well anyways... Got one more thing i just found out lo. Or two. Make it 5.

4. I should not marry a non- Christian. To some of you it may sound lame. Like.. if i'm one, i don't really mind that my spouse isn't or whatever ever la. Well, learnt that in the Old Testament strictly does not approve/encourage?( not sure ) us to marry people of other religions. Given the reasons, i trust that doing that is right. I use to not really care. But, i guess if it is important to God, it should be important to me too. This somehow makes marrying in church super d meaningful and special now.

5. Making the right decision is vital. Even though it might not seem so in the short run.

Well, i think these are the few things i have come to realise the past week. Have you learnt something applicable in you life lately? =P Cause i sure did.

Hope everyone will have a great week ahead and good luck in exams..which goes to me too! =P


Lastly,

I wana say that Christmas is coming soon!
And my bra-ther, SEAN CHANG FANG is coming back on December 19! Hip hip hooray! =P

Cheeers! =P

Another reason...

FELICIA says...

"I want to learn how to drive cause i can go out any time I want."

Hmmm... then i thought

" I punteng can go out wan le."

Heehe. So guess that can't be a reason for me. Well.. maybe SOMETIMES lo.

On the first day of Christmas ( i mean exam.. ) i felt nervous and scared
cause didn't know what to expect for paper 3.

On the second day of exam, i felt that i was ready to face exams for the week.. kinda...

On the third day of exam, i thought a week of exams has past.

WOw.! Methyl orange colours! Opps. Can't see the yellow. Oh wellis.

Today it is the fourth day of exam.
On the fourth day of exam, i am scared of tomorrow's Bio paper
but really want to sleep redi.

I have decided
That just for this exam i will not
And i mean NOT
discuss my answers cause all it will do is make my heart break more
AND MORE...
AND SOME MORE.....

So I'm trying to save my little vulnerable heart
By secluding myself from people how just love to discuss their answers
Even though there is
Like this huge, big risk of knowing their mistake.
AND to think i was like that too..

Not this term...
Na-ah!
Just for the term where i'm sure to fail.
Nyehehehe.

" Failure is the mother to success"
-English Idiom-

Cheers. =P

First Time

My first post! haha.

Do you know that this is also the first time i actually wana learn how to drive? Haha. Just thought of a reason when i was waiting for my bra-der to pick me up.

Reason:

I wana go driving at the countryside alone sometimes...SOMETIMES ONLY LA.

Haha. Wrote this crap thing cause have not written anything down and the silly Blogger.com thought my blog is a spam blog. Haha. Lamo.

Guess this is all for now. Not even suppose to blog. All the Blogger.com wan fault.

Cheers.=P